I never thought that i would have the strength to do that. But all i felt was that you were just pushing me away. Like you gave me 99 reasons to leave but not one to stay. Hopefully things will get better I just need a break from it all. My mind is still on you at this very moment. It literally killed me to see you cry right before my face as i just said "we need a break" I don't know what to do anymore. God will show me the way i hope. Things will hopefully turn up and I will be right back in your arms. I love you. Waiting for you.